You’re the owner

There is abundance that is offered by the universe but it’s us who don’t know how to receive it.

While looking at the worlds of other people, we make attempts to fit into the standards of their world, forgetting the fact that we have our own world as well, so why settle for a share of someone else’s.

And why it is…?

Here are few lines……

Trying to impress always,

Why and where are you trying to fit in?

There is no place you can fit in

Check your heart

A letter sent by the Universe reads

‘You own the place already’

Whoever is trying to fit in is

Anyone but you

It’s an inauthentic version of you

Your authentic self rightfully owns

all of it already

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Heartbroken

It came with a lot of force this time

I just stood there

I couldn’t think

I had this water bottle in my hand

I started to gulp in water

and I couldn’t stop

because I didn’t know

what else to do

It took me some courage

to gather myself together

to enter the room

Which I eventually had to

I entered the room

I entered the room heartbroken

Things had changed in a second

I was heart broken

It was so intense that my heart literally pained

But I was more aware this time

Aware that it was just a bad day

And that this dark day is just a phase

Aware that even though I don’t see the brighter side right now

But there is

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I kept on thinking about the incident

ever later that day

Still it did bother me in bits and tits

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There’s still a long road

that I need to walk

which heads towards calm and peace !

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Second Guessing

I’m elated today after seeing my improvement. Today, I was in a situation where I had to give a speech. It was an impromptu one. My voice trembled a little bit through the speech. I wouldn’t shy away from saying that I was nervous. I was but it wasn’t nervousness out of fear, more of out of excitement.

Now, coming to the theme of my speech, it was quite different from what others said. When the event got over and I got some time to recapitulate things in my mind, I found myself second guessing my speech. But this time, I didn’t really let it hit me hard. Rather, I just responded to myself by saying ‘ I know that it’s just a pattern of mine, where I doubt my decisions, my work , my opinions etc. ‘ I was aware this time. So, it didn’t affect me much.

Morever, whatever happens, be it good or bad has to happen. It’s how your path is supposed to be. And, that  will make you what you are actually meant to become.

So, go ahead and embrace all days. Also, as said by Rupi Kaur , poet of Indian origin. ‘Healing is a daily process.’

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Own it all !

Own it all

Your love for the books

Your love for the solace

Your disciplined outlook

Your eccentricity 

Your introversion 

Your calm 

All your happy and not so happy space

Because when you stop owning

Apparently, no one will handle it with care

Let all of yourself belong to you

Own it all 

Be it good or  a bit different from ‘good’

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Like a Tree

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The seed

Sprouts into a sapling

The sapling grows into a plant

And further becomes a tree

The tree 

stands tall

Swaying in the wind

Fulfilling its purpose

Bearing all the weathers

Be it the rain or Sun

One can’t decipher the feelings of a tree

It just is …present…in the moment

May I also learn 

How to be like a tree

To be just present in the moment

To observe it all

All that is present

And not get overly involved in the rut

May I never wander too far from the moment and my purpose

Only if I can be like a Tree

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Embrace

Gather them all

Pile them up 

One above the other

Take all the Embarrassment, Shame, Fear, Guilt, Vulnerability 

Take them all

And hug them tight

Just the way you embrace Joy, Love, Affection, Peace

Embrace it all

Day and Night

And then one day,

You may embrace yourself…

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New Angle

I have seen people having doubts about concepts after years of experience in that field and as a result others ( and even the person himself) start questioning their worth. But what I have realised is that , it doesn’t mean that the person is less credible in any way. He or she is definitely credible. The thing is that there are so many different angles of viewing a concept and it’s just a new angle for the person.

No matter how experienced or skillful you are, there will still be things that have not been yet encompassed by the umbrella of your mind. Explore it.

Don’t be ashamed of admitting that you don’t know something even after years of experience.

It’s just like Life. Just when you feel that you can see your destination right ahead only few miles away , right then, there is a turn or a slope and  you can’t see what’s in there for you. But it’s still there and your skill and experience is still rightly intact.

You still know how to walk even though it’s not a straight road, it’s a turn or a slope.

It’s fine to question your knowledge,  but never your worth.

This is just a discourse from my life that I want to etch in my memory that’s why I have written it.

Maintaining the best and perfect image in minds of others is the habit that I am trying to unlearn. Whenever I see any deviation from this ‘perfect’ image standard, the peace of my mind goes for a toss. There’s a lot of effort that goes into being perfect, I would any day prefer to be happy. Again, it is easier said than done. But yes, if I practice daily, inculcate into my thoughts, may be one day I will just focus on my life, my skill , my path and being happy.

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(Healing)

My Path

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I  have seen many lanes 

of all sizes and shapes

being walked on by others

But this path

has been chalked out for me

At the sides of the path

seeds have been sown for me

And plants that are born out of it

comprehend my steps

 And whisper my thoughts to the wind

Wind is my prayer that manifests everything

I no longer find path of any one else alluring

or intimidating

I am happy just walking on my path

Because the soil, the seeds,the plants and the wind

Speak of the life in me so profoundly 

Which no other path could have expressed better

Walking on this path is my calling !

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Heartfelt

As I am growing

I am learning about myself even more

I am not judging myself just observing

I don’t take things personally

I am understanding myself even better

I am analysing what’s right, wrong or neutral

I am realising when the times are bad , it’s all about you and your life lessons and not about anybody else

Simplest things, mindfulness, nature and bonds

are the elixir of a happy life

Could I get some more time

few more days and some more nights

To write a heart felt Letter to myself…!

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Let it go

Let it go

Before it drains

every ounce of happiness out of you

Before you regret

to have held  so long

Before you feel worn out

because of its burden on that mind of yours 

Learn your lesson

And move ahead

Perhaps, you may need to repeat the lesson again

But as of now ,

move away from the space 

Let it go

Go to your happy space 

that’s where you belong

Learn to end your night

And begin your dawn

You can save yourself

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